From Kool-Aid Mom to Cookie Grandma…Or Not

You know those feelings you get as a parent when you are walking on egg shells, second guessing yourself about decisions, feeling guilty about doing too little? Or is it too much? Am I doing it right? Am I at least acting like I know what I’m doing? Am I being too much me and not enough a parent, or am I being too much a parent and not enough me? Add 20 hormone-starved pounds, some gray roots, a little less energy, and you have today’s grandmother. At least those of us who worry too much and are honest about it.

From Kool-Aid Mom to Cookie Grandma…Or Not

As a child, I imagined what I would look like as a mother. In this fantasy, I was outside in a grassy yard and I was serving Kool-Aid to the neighborhood children as the sun shone and the wind gently tossed my hair. I smiled with my shiny red lipstick from the Avon Lady, and the children laughed and admired this cool mom whose house was the place everyone wanted to be. I knew exactly where this image came from, and there was even a name for it in ‘60’s-‘70’s advertising: “The Kool-Aid Mom.” What I did not know was that becoming a mother didn’t mean the rest of life was in suspended amination. There were still bills to pay, politicians back peddling on the news, dog poop in the yard, a significant other who was also not TV commercial casting material, and that person in the mirror who never seems to be “done.”  Now in my defense, as a child you role-play, immersing yourself into a fantasy with little knowledge of character complications and real life.  I would of course not make that same mistake when I became a grandmother.

As a young adult, I imagined what I would look like as a grandmother. You know where I’m going with this, right?

Today’s grandparent is living in an age where youthful appearance is revered, yet our image of the gray-haired lady with the plate of cookies on the shiny porch (I have a thing for family icon stereotypes in sunny yards, apparently) is the image we hold as the ideal. Like new parents, we are more than excited to take on this new role with that same feeling of a love so deep, we could not imagine it; yet also like new parents, we have no idea what we’re doing, as our roles are being redefined as the term “age-appropriate” becomes more fluid.

When I first found out I was going to be a mother it happened sooner than I had thought it would, and I had to reinvent who I wanted to be to this little alien in my belly, who with her sisters would become my life’s greatest work and deepest purpose. When I first found out I was going to be a grandmother it also happened  sooner than I thought, and I did the same; but this time I built off of who I was, not from an image I told myself I needed to become.

I became Mimi, and I can’t wait to tell you about my adventures with The Five Grands, as I call them! I still have moments of doubt, anxiety and feeling not good enough, but that’s how I know I’m doing this as myself.

About the Author – Diana Fox

Diana is a former early childhood educator who loves writing, all needlecrafts, playing the harp, and just being silly with her large family. She enjoys traveling, then returning to her country life in New Hampshire with her husband, collie, cat and chickens.

Brandy Ellen is a lover of motherhood, life and pizza. She spends her days writing in her office and managing websites with her man: RetweetChores, Tacks.io & Roundups.io . During her free time she can be found Tweeting, networking on Facebook and playing Minecraft with her family. Co-Author with her daughter, Positive Girl - The Power of Your Thoughts , Brandy firmly believes that a positive attitude can take you a long way. Words matter, choose them wisely.
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9 Replies to “From Kool-Aid Mom to Cookie Grandma…Or Not”

  1. I think all parents (good parents that is) second guess themselves. It is a learning experience and we should not be too hard on ourselves. Many were never ready but quickly realized that you had better get read or else…LOL

  2. just1mommysopinion says: Reply

    This is a cute post 🙂 I am constantly over thinking how I am doing as a mother. I hope that makes me a better mom? I don’t know. But when I get to that grandparent stage, I am just going to be loving life and not stressing. I cannot wait to constantly babysit and spoil! I’m only 30 so I guess I have a ways to go 😉

  3. There is definitely a difference between your initial perception of what it’s like to be a parent and the reality. I think accepting it for what it is can be helpful!

  4. Such a sweet post! I am a new mom and its funny how its nothing like I thought but in the best way!

  5. wow… the Five Grands… i call my children the FAB Five… that is so cute… i am not a grandmother yet… but when the time comes… i would like to think that i will be a Glam-Ma… taking my grannies on some world wind adventures… well at least in my mind… lol

  6. I’m a mom and grandma and I definitely grandma differently than how i parent.

  7. Everybody second guesses themselves but we cannot go to a university to be moms and dads. It is a learning experience. I am a grandmother too and my focus is more on providing best for him. He calls me GG aka gorgeous grandma =)

  8. My mother keeps telling me that being a grandmother is even better than when she was raising her own kids. I can’t wait to see with my own grandchildren.

  9. This was a great read. Motherhood has changed so much over the years since everyone has their opinion of how it should be done.

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